Sunday, September 06, 2009

TERM BREAK!

Today's the western father's day and a few gt up to speak about their fathers during yest service. i dont know why, my eyes jst gt teary, esp when the pastor mentioned the last part.

I always envy ppl who get along well with their dad. i know my dad dotes on me alot, and i have always told myself to forgo n forgive the past, afterall who dont make mistake? bt somehow there jst something inside me that stop me from doing so. he may nt be the best dad, bt he definitely dotes on us a lot a lot, no doubt about that.
maybe its time for me to let it all go and really treat someone with the respect and love that he/she deserves. I guess it's really time. the burden and fear has been with me for too long.. too long.

anyway its the term break nxt week and we will be going to monkey mia for the nxt 3-4 days, a place 11 hours drive from perth. wish me luck n help me pray that i wont knock down any kangaroo or gt lost or........ jst help me pray la. lol. chaoz.

I leave my shit here @ 1:16 AM