Sunday, May 10, 2009

happy ah bu day

i think i have gone nuts.
i actually find entertainment in playing with Dictionary.com.
i was finding the definition for Culture (not that i dont know wat it means =/) days ago and thats an icon where it will read out the pronunciation of the word when u click it.
Guess wat i did.
i clicked my mouse on the icon, so fast that it could only read CUL, for like 10 times.
N i actually find it funni, LaugH OUt Loud and did it again.

OMG.
FUck MY LIFe.
Essay has make me bonkers. o.O
Anyway, it was done. thanks pinky for being my editor once again.
i dont really care about the grades anymore.
no matter how hard i work, it's nv hard enough.
i know i shldnt think in this manner bt then, i guess the world is nv fair.
U can work ur ass off bt it just nv will pay off.
FML.
maybe like wat they say, doing ur best just arent enough.
if u R a piece of shit urself, ur life is shit too.
i guess that's just it.
everything is just going wrong.
This, that, everything.
MAybe i shldnt have taken the steps that i have took.
Maybe its just too late now.


Without you, i wont be here.
Without you, i wont have a complete family.
without you, i wont have the chance to study.
U are always there to reassure and comfort me when things go wrong.
U are always supportive of the decisions i make, even if it's wrong.
U nv force me to do things that i dislike.
U always believe in me, giving me strength and faith to go on.
U nv do give up on me.
U are always thoughtful. even when things happened at home, U hide it from me as u nv wana me to worry. Ironically, that's wat im worried the most. luckily i have a spy at home.
U always reassure bluff me that im not fat whenever i feel fat.
U r everything a child could ask for.
How i wish u r here rite now.
How i wish u r here to tell me,' gal, everything's gona be all rite, dont worry.'
How i wish i cld hug u now n tell u how much i luv u.
Happy Mother's day, mummy. =)

'If not trusting ppl means u will remain a loner forever, I rather be a loner.'

I leave my shit here @ 5:01 PM